I never wanted to be a girl even before I was old enough to go to school I preferred to dress like a boy and play the roughhouse games with the boys. I rebelled against any attempt to make me into girl
I wanted my hair cut short so I didn’t have to waste time drying it, or having hair get in my eyes while playing. I’m sure my parents were disappointed that I was not the girl they had wanted me to be
My father distanced himself from me
He hardly ever talked to me
My mother was just as upset
She eventually gave up trying to make me behave like girl. There was a neighbor boy that was my age, named Matt
we played together all of the time. We wrestled with each other
I was every bit as strong as he was
As we grew older we played baseball with the guys on the block
I even played football with the guys
I gave as much as I took. When the other girls were pampering themselves to make themselves softer I was getting bruises and getting harder. I refused to play softball with the ‘Girls Little League.’ I insisted on playing hardball with the boy ‘steam
Without bragging I can honestly say that we had the best team in the league
I made the all-StarTeam every year
I led the league in home runs, runs batted in, and when I pitched I had the lowest runs allowed and most strike outs
I was just as competitive on the soccer field
If any guy wanted to play rough I would tackle them just as hard
Yearned every yellow and red card I got. The boys at school either resented that I was a better athlete than them, or thought of me as one of the guys
Girls didn’t understand me
As a result they either hated me or were afraid of me
My best friend was still Matt. When the guys were starting to get old enough to get horny they didn’t look at me
When they found a girl willing to put out they didn’t think twice about talking about their conquests in front of me. They even teased me about what I would do with a girl. That started me thinking about sex too
I really didn’t have a desire to have sex with guys
I did wonder what it would feel like to have a guy fuck me
The answer was to ask Matt if he would like to fuck me
We got together in my bedroom when my parents were not around one afternoon. We took off our clothes and checked out what each other looked like
His cock was much bigger than it had been when we were children
The two of us were just starting to grow pubic hair
We were no more than eleven or twelve at the time
When he took his position between my legs he pulled on his cock enough to make it hard
Then he guided it towards my pussy
Neither of us had thought about lubricant
When he tried to shove it in, I had to bite my lip because the pain was all consuming
When my hymen broke, he started fucking me
It seemed like a long time
His head was over mine and sweat was dripping from his face onto mine
Eventually he gave up without cumming in me
We had no idea why neither of us was able to cum
When he withdrew he was shocked to see traces of blood smeared all over his dick
I knew about my hymen and assured him that it was okay. We were so concerned about our inability to cum that Matt decided to visit with a girl named Jennifer
She was a well-known to be easy with her virtue
She had a playhouse behind her garage that she now used to have sex with boys
She had removed the play stove, sink and little dining table to place a cot on the floor
She sucked on Matt’s cock almost until he came before she lay on her back and guided his cock into her pussy
There was no misfire this time
He came in short order
That was a relief to him, but I had not cum either. I visited Jennifer a couple of days later and asked her why I had not had a climax when Matt had fucked me
Jennifer gave me a knowing smile and assured me that very few girls cum when they lose their cherry
It takes time to learn to cum, some women never cum
Her suggestion was for me to allow her to teach me about sex. We sneaked into her playhouse where we took off our clothes and lay on her cot
She was a little older than me and had larger breasts and more dark hair on her pussy
She wanted to kiss and have me play with her tits while she felt my budding breasts. I had never been the kissy type
It took me a while to get into the kissing
I did like the feeling of her hands on my tits though
We progressed to rubbing each other’s pussy
Both of us were getting wet down there. Jennifer laid me on the cot and mounted me head to tail
She started licking my pussy and it felt wonderful
Her pussy was right over my head
I could smell her pussy and see the shiny moisture on the lips of her pussy
I didn’t have to lift my head. She lowered her pussy down to my mouth
I was practically being smothered by her pussy
I had to struggle to breathe
My nose was partially touching her asshole
I could smell her asshole
I found the smell very erotic
When Jennifer started to cum she rammed her pussy hard against my face
My face was being covered with her slimy juice
I was pressing my heels into the cot and hanging onto her hips when I felt like I had been touched by a live electrical wire
Every muscle in my body contracted in spasms
Then I went limp
I could not hold on to her hips
My arms felt heavy so I let them fall to my sides. When Jennifer rolled off of me she sat up and wiped my juice from her face
“I think you are more interested in pussy than cock, Butch!” I was used to everyone calling me Butch, so I was not upset with her calling me that
We both found the experience funny and laughed while we got dressed. The word got around that I was a lesbian
I hated Jennifer for telling everyone after that
I became even more estranged from my classmates after that
There were a few girls that actually sought me out though
They would seek me out when there were no one around and talk to me
They were so shy that they would not come right out and ask me if it was true that I was a lesbian
They would just hint about wanting to be my friend
I sometimes would tease them
“Aren’t you afraid that people will call you a lesbian?” There was one girl that I could not tease
Her name was Mary-Alice
She was a small little girl for her age
She was no larger than a six-year-old
She had platinum blonde hair that was worn in a ponytail with bangs
The ponytail hung down her back to her waist and the bangs covered her eyebrows
She had blue eyes that looked almost gray
Her mother dressed her like a child even though she was my age. When she tried to befriend me, my heart melted
I became very protective of her. Of course there were rude remarks made about our relationship by our classmates
I even kicked the ass of a couple of guys, but that only confirmed to everyone that we were lovers all the more. One evening we were talking in her back yard when she broke down and cried on my shoulder
She told me, “Some girls at school had teased me about being your lover and wanted to know if you ate my pussy.” I assured her, “Don’t pay any attention to what the bitches say
I get teased all the time because I am more like a boy than a girl
Jennifer went around telling everyone about the time I asked her about sex and she showed me how girls suck pussy
After that everyone assumes I am a lesbian.” Mary-Alice had been looking at her feet until I said that
Her eyes came up to look at my face without lifting her head
I knew that she had assumed I was a lesbian
I said, “Jennifer is the only girl I have ever had sex with!” Mary-Alice started crying
I took her in my arms protectively and started rocking back and forth
She looked up at me and said, “I thought you were!” I could not resist kissing her on the mouth
I found kissing her as natural as kissing a baby
The longer we kissed the more urgent it became
I put my tongue in her mouth
While I was doing that Mary-Alice was clinging to my tits
They had grown to a ‘C’ cup by that time
My nipples got hard under her hands. On a girl as small as Mary-Alice her little ‘B’-cups looked large on her
We were feeling each other’s breasts for a long time while we continued kissing
I placed one hand on her thigh and moved it under her dress until I felt her warm, moist panties. I struggled to get my hand inside her tight panties. I felt her soft pubic hairs on my way to her pussy
I masturbated her until she moaned into my mouth and shook like a leaf in a breeze
When I withdrew my hand I smelled my fingers and she blushed, as she pulled my hand away from my nose. After that, whenever we could be alone we made love
She loved to suck on my nipples
I ate her pussy and taught her to eat my pussy too
I was even inspired to lick her asshole because I loved her that much
By the time we entered high school I had no compunction about holding her hand while walking the corridors to our classrooms
I was broken hearted when her family moved away. By that time I didn’t care who knew I was lesbian
I took pride in still being able to compete against the best of the guys
By that time I was forced to play on the girls teams
I couldn’t stand the crying bitches when they so much as broke fingernail
Just the same I took any team to championship
Opposing teams tried to rattle me by calling me a dyke
That just inspired me to make them pay for insulting me. Like all high schools there were rumors that this or that gym teacher or English teacher was lesbian
I didn’t put much credence in the gossip. I was not one that enjoyed swimming and avoided it when the girl’s physical education class had the use of the pool
I always got an excuse slip for one reason or another
the non-swimmers were required to sit in the bleachers and study while the girls swam. I always got a chuckle at the Mexican girls that were gang girls
They all would have periods for the full duration of swim classes
They just didn’t want to get their hair wet
They would sit there in their tight skirts and smelling of cigarette smoke, talking in Spanish
I knew enough Spanish to know when they were calling me names
When I flipped them off they didn’t have the nerve to fight me
I was having an argument with one of the tougher of the bitches one day, when the school’s girls swimming coach overheard me threaten to snatch every hair off of her dirty Mexican head. Her name was Ms. Baxter
She confronted mean made me follow her into the office of the shower and changing room
she closed the door behind us and said, “You can’t go around threatening every girl that pisses you off!” I was still mad at the girl, but was not about to tell the teacher what had pissed me off, besides my reputation around school was well known
I was sure the teacher knew what the bitch had called me
she said, “I think you need to join me after school in the detention hall.” I shrugged my shoulders and accepted the detention slip
After school I headed for the study hall
It was a classroom next to the library
As the classroom filled up with the normal assortment of tough guys, gang girls the room took on the odor of an ashtray because most of the delinquents were smokers
I took a seat and took out a text book
I was looking at the coach. She had on an Izard Polo shirt and tennis shorts
I could make out her sports bra under the shirt
I wondered if the rumors about her were true
the time passed slowly until the hour was up. The classroom emptied in a flash
I was putting my textbook back in my pack as Ms. Baxter came around the desk and sat on it
The way she was sitting I could see up the legs of her shorts and seethe white panties she had on
I could make out the dark spot created by her pubic hair
I was having lustful ideas filling my mind. Ms. Baxter said, “Butch, I know what that girl called you in Spanish
you can’t fight everyone that calls you a lesbian, dyke or cunt lapper!” I started to say something rude, but stopped before I opened my mouth. She knew what I was looking at
She spread her long tan legs and rubbed the crotch of her shorts
when I smiled, she said, “YES! The rumors about me are true! It is too bad you were not swimmer
I would have loved to turn you into butterfly swimmer and the 500 meter individual medley
I suspect that you would have made a great long distance swimmer
She had slid off of the desk and had approached me
She was standing behind me and placed her hands on my shoulders and squeezed them as she slid her hands down my arms. I didn’t know what to say
She moved her hands around my body and cupped both of my tits. “Do you mind?” I looked up over my shoulder and smiled at her, “I haven’t had a girlfriend since Mary-Alice moved away!” Ms. Baxter leaned over my shoulder and kissed me on the mouth
I returned the kiss in kind
Ms. Baxter broke the kiss and told me to follow her
Weathered up our stuff and she locked the door as we headed down the hall
I could hear the click of the heels of my flats and the squeak of her tennis shoes on the waxed tile floor of the hall as they echoed off the metal lockers lining the walls
She led me back to the pool
There was a parking lot in back of the pool
She drove a Volkswagen
We tossed our stuff in the back seat and got in
She asked me if there would be a problem if she didn’t drive me home
I assured her that there wouldn’t be problem. She shifted the gears like a racecar driver as she headed away from school
I made note of every turn
She lived in a neighboring town not far from school
When we entered the duplex I could tell that there were two people living there
I was not sure what the relationship between them was
Ms. Baxter said, “You can call me Susanna when we are not at school!” I was about to say something when the door opened and in came a woman dressed in a business suit
She looked very fashionable
Her hair was strawberry blonde and in a ‘French Twist’ and lacquered to high heaven
I was impressed by her mature good looks
I would have guessed her to be about forty-years-old. The woman said, “GAWD damn it, Susanna. You’re going to get us in trouble if you keep bringing home jailbait!” Susana said, “Oh come off it you like young pussy as much as me, Martha! Butch, this is Martha, my wife!” I was enthralled by the sophisticate beauty of the woman
I stuck out my hand to shake hers
She took my hand and smiled at me
“Butch?” I blushed, “Everyone calls me Butch!” “Well Butch, is this nasty bitch getting into your panties?” “Not yet!” Everyone laughed at my comment. Martha pulled the silver gray silk scarf from around her neck as she started unbuttoning her suit jacket
She did not have a blouse on
I saw the black lace bra being exposed
She removed her jacket and laid the jacket and scarf over the arm of the sofa
She turned her skirt and unfastened it and unzipped it
Then she pulled the skirt down over her ample hips and stepped out of it
The smoky gray skirt joined the matching jacket
All that was left was a quadruple strand of freshwater pearls, black bra, her high heeled black pumps and dark panty hose
She did not have panties on
I could see that she trimmed her pubic hair and it was much darker that the hair on her head
I had never seen woman that looked so erotic in her underwear. She approached me and took me in her arms and kissed me on the mouth. I had been so absorbed in watching her disrobe that I had not noticed that Susanna had disrobed too
When I looked at her I was just as impressed with her figure
She had brown hair that was shoulder length
As she lifted her hair she said, “I wore my hair in a Dorothy Hamill cut all of the years was swimming
I have been letting it grow ever since.” Her breasts didn’t need support
They were firm cones with proud areolas perched right in front of her body
I wanted to feel them the minute Isa them
Her pussy was also trimmed
I assumed that was because she spent so much time in abating suit
Her legs and arms were long too
I was overwhelmed with the situation
The two of them moved so close that their body heat was warming me up
They started removing my clothes. I had never been one to wear frilly girl’s clothes
I had on a cotton blouse that looked just like a man’s dress shirt except it buttoned right over left
The jeans I had on were men’s five button Levis
I preferred white sweat socks and cleat-less track shoes
I hated having my tits flopping around and chose to wear a tight sports bra
The panties I chose to wear were comfortable cotton panties with thick crotch pad to absorb moisture
My jeans stained the crotch indigo blue
When they had menaced I just had to see Martha’s tits too
I unhooked the back and pulled the bra off. Her breasts were large and heavy
They sagged down but still looked so attractive that I just had to pick them up and kiss them
While I was sucking on Martha’s tits, Susanna was standing behind me and rubbing her crotch against my butt while she had one hand on one of my tits and the other hand was groping my wet, hairy pussy. We wound up on the sofa in a pile of legs and arms
The funny thing was that even though I was the youngest of the group I was the alpha female
I wound up taking charge I fist fucked both of them while the other one sucked my pussy
I even sat on their faces and made them eat my asshole
They loved it